Since I have returned from the Netherlands, I have been watching back-to-back episodes of Who Do You Think You Are? on SBS's On Demand. It's a rather peculiar thing to do, but has been spurred by watching other people go through their journeys and seeing what it is that I may have missed.
To recap, my holiday to the Netherlands was spurred not only from severe burnout and lingering background depression, but also my discovery that I am the 5th great-granddaughter of Dutch-Burgher revolutionary Pieter Quint Ondaatje. There was definite and defiant joy at finding out that I had such an incredible political figure in the mix there, but also that the "white side" of my family ended up not being terribly white at all. His grandson, James George Waller, who to me is 3rd great-grandfather, is the one who migrated here, and though his own migration trip remains a mystery, his line and parentage is not. Indeed, once I uncovered it, this was the most complete line I had, and it turns out that the one migrant-of-colour I have on my maternal side of the family was the only person who came here who had any money behind him at all. The rest were very working class, and two lines lost everything in the Sacramento shipwreck.
What has struck me watching all these episodes though is while I may have all the documents linking my descent from Quint and Christina Hoovenaar, and while I may have seen a great many places associated with him while in the Netherlands, I am missing two links. I don't know much about their daughter Hermina Wilhelmina, why she stayed in the colonies long enough to meet and marry British ship-builder James Waller, and what her life was link as an educated woman-of-colour sailing the world. I also don't know much about James George Waller, why it was that he chose Australia when he had sisters who went to Canada and Jamaica, and what his life was like. He was a man of colour with means in the early days of Melbourne, and he was clearly adored by his children. He showed progressive values and I am trying to ascertain if he, like four generations before him, was also a member of the Freemasons. Conversely, he also suffered hardship - his wife, Caroline Hodges from Bristol, appears to have died of alcohol-related illness. And I do wonder how his non-white heritage played out for him, particularly in the later part of his life where Australia was actively legislating for an end to non-white migration.
But watching these episodes of others has highlighted the mysteries I still need to solve. As well as the lives of Hermina, then James George, that is. I, for example, need to know what it is that my great-great-grandmother Eliza Louisa Hibbert does not have a birth certificate. I need to know whether I am right about her husband John McVeigh's parents in Sydney, and need to know whether they were convict descent (seems likely - they were Irish descent and not wealthy) or whether I have barked up the wrong tree here. I have, after all, had to run with the assumption that the surname has changed spelling (or was misspelt due to illiterate forbears) in order to find records that match dates and places. Staying with the Irish, I need to know John Henry Robinson's story beyond him being born in Dublin. I have names for parents, but being very common Irish names (John Robinson and Mary Farrell), that doesn't narrow it down. A man that adored by his family cannot have simply appeared from nowhere. The biggest mystery of all though remains on dad's side: did Frank Gillen know he fathered my great-grandmother Mary, and how did he come to do so (beyond the obvious)? How, also, did this influence his research with Baldwin Spencer on the Arrernte?
Part of me sort of hopes SBS sees me here, and decides they want me on this show so they can unpack some of these stories. Truth is, I have spent a fortune on government records because sloppy research, and shoehorning records on Ancestry, had led to distant relations making mistakes that I had to correct. But I don't have the additional money to dig in the above any further. Particularly given Irish records can be precarious due to their history of colonisation by the English. I cannot help but feel that many co-descendants, due to their whiteness, have stopped at the ethnicity estimates. I don't understand their lack of curiosity with regards to the actual people involved, because the minute you drill down, you work out the ethnicity estimates mean little. But perhaps they were simply looking for validation of their identity, and as someone who has been "othered" my entire life, I did not need that validation. I know who I am.
If people do take on these journeys, my advice is to take everything on Ancestry with a grain of salt. The presence of names and records can be overwhelming, but they are only really as good as the people who have been on the system before you. You need the certificates, and you need the stories. The historical echoes lie in those stories, and not the faulty ethnicity estimates.
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